Someone help me..................... teeth marks on the arm of the chair just about now...................
Wasn't planned, but I know it's for the best.......
.............I think.
Got to find something to do with my hands........... but Hey I'm not going to weaken..... will power thats all I need....... (Well that and a packet of fags)
I am going to go out and see if I can find a shop that is open.......... get some last minute groceries and look at the cigarette counter......... and if I can NOT buy any then I have cracked it.
If I weaken and buy some.... then I know it is probably the wrong time to try to stop.
Hey I did it... went to tescos and bought some bits and pieces.... stopped at the ciggy counter...... "Can I help you sir?" "No it's ok love, I was just checking the prices... thanks a lot...."
Chuffed with meself. Mind you was shaking... I needed a fag
Not even going to bother walking past the counter..... just go the other way round....... Hey I feel ok...... yeah I want one but not gagging for one.
Don't any of you dare make any comment about that!!!!!